My beautiful shining Star... just like your namesake, you blazed across the sky of my life and disappeared far too quickly. I thought once I had saved you from ending up on someone's dinner plate that you would have a lovely long life of enjoying your freedom with the sun at your back and the soft grass between your hooves. That's all I wanted was for you to be happy. I saved you from that fate... but I couldn't save you from the this. If I could, I would have done whatever it took to rip that tumour out of you to save you. I'm so sorry that I couldn't.
I know you tried to fight, especially in front of me you tried your best to eat and perk up but as your mama, I couldn't watch you waste away and suffer like that. I still hoped when the vet came on Friday he would have some miracle cure hiding away in his bag somewhere... but no...
All I could do was hold your head in my arms as you lay against me, telling you over and over how much I loved you as you slipped away. You took a part of my heart with you, wherever you are I will never forget you. How could I? In many ways you saved me too, but I think you already knew that. With you, I found a joy within myself that I had never known existed before your wool got tangled around my heart;
our friendship transcended species.
I miss you so much and I love you with all my heart, even when it's shattered in pieces. 💔
Thank you so much @mattheatley2
for making this beautiful montage for me. You're amazing.
#rip #gonetoosoon #rainbowbridge #goodbye #friendsnotfood #sad #zwartble #love #ihategoodbyes #heartbroken #hurt #imissher #death #montage #vnvnation #iloveher #blackbeauty #iloveyou #beautiful #iwillmissyou #grief #loveforever #montagevideo #heartbreak #loss #petloss #gonebutneverforgotten