🎧Headphones Recommended🎧 - READ IF YOU CARE: • I'm very sorry for the short edit, I've been having mental breakdowns and panic attacks, sometimes the cause of me. Well, I have depression, parents keep forcing me to believe I'm smart, results of tests being lower than average. I can't even think straight. I'm only focused to typing this and this alone. I don't have pills to avoid this, and each day, it's been getting worse. I just hope to God that someone would care, but at this point, I don't even care. Its just, this world is better without me. I've been thinking of suicide since I was like, Grade 4? I think... I cry, everytime where I'm alone, and often times, just hide it. Its really hard keeping it in, and sometimes, that results to me having an outburst. Anyway, I just mentioned this to feel a little bit better. Please DM me if you want to.